hey. this is for you. this is from you. this is the letter i could not send because i told you that i wouldnt be this way. but its hard and it hurts and i dont want to be remembered by a promise that i couldnt keep. (dont tell me theres nothing there) i dont want to be john cusack (dont tell me there never was) standing there with the radio in the air. it was a crime that it took me so long to tell you about the diamonds in your eyes and it was a crime that it took me five months (it took me so long) to let you inside my mind. this is what i was avoiding. this is what i was avoiding. this is why i was how i was. THIS SONG "BORROWS" SOME PHRASES FROM THE BLACK HEART PROCESSION AND ITS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TURNED ME ON TO THEM. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.